2007년 04월 20일
study
I really don't want to study. My subjects are absolutely not interesting.
How could I study well in my middle school and high school days? I studied continuously until I bled at the nose, and I actually enjoyed it.
The nosebleed was like a golden medal for my efforts. My old girlfriend even told me 'You may be abnormal. How can you enjoy studying".
Whenever she said it, I said no, but actually my mind was filled with delight beyond expression.
I guess, study-aid books worked on me. I felt pleasure when I solved questions and problems.
Drawing circles, the action done when my answers were correct, made me excited. The more my answers were correct, the more excitement I got.
I used to doubt if I was really abnormal. Actually studying gave me a lot of stress, but I guess I enjoyed it. I realized this recently.
When my subjects were biotechnology and computer technology, even though the contents was really difficult, there was logic, but it is hard to find the logic in pedagogy(the subject I have to study now.).
Of course, there may be logics, but it is not as clear as my old subjects.
It is too sad to think that there is no clear logic in the contents I have to study, but if I don't keep them in my mind, I will get bad grades.
I may have to stop writing. It is time for me to go to study.
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Hi~ i'm leaving a message cause I'm so moved by your writings.
I checked out some grammars that I think maybe more correct,
and plz let me know if mines are right.
and, I'm also majoring in primary education.
you seem not to enjoy your studying.
and I totally understand because the more I study, the more I feel confused.
I guess it'll be more to you because you once majored in technology or something.
yes, it's totally different subject from what you studied.
you said there aren't any logics in pedagogy,(can i accept that sentence as there aren't any rules or theories that can be applied at everything?)
but I think education is studying of humans and it's the most important thing
(especially primary education) because all things are fixed at young age.
it's season of mid-term exam.
and I guess you have to go to actual primary school to get a practical teaching(sil-seup)
I hope you fishsh your mid-term with satisfying grades and further more, your 4-year studying without any problems.
I think we're the axis of sound society ( am I too proud of my major? ^^)
Oh!! You misunderstood my thoughts. There is logic in the contents I have to study, but it is not as clear as my old subjects.
Thank you for your visiting and warm comments. Your thoughts in your major are so interesting.
It was very nice to meet you here. ^^*
Can I have a question? Where do you go to school?